panic

There is a panic in my everyday life
There is disgust in my views
I am hurtful
I am weak
its a disgusting place i'm from.
you don't want to hear about it

they say

They say the worst is over....
but whoever says that must be a fool
the worst stays for as long as its given the chance
The worst replays the favorite songs we used to sing
The worst is the headaches in the middle of the day
The worst is waking up to yourself and your red sheets
The worst.... well. it will follow you to your grave
its the best that truly matters

as difficult as this may sound
the sound of the snow falling on your face is the most beautiful noise i have ever heard
as difficult as this may sound
the sound of your liver failing was the hardest moment in your life
that was the last time i'd ever seen you
for the first time in a long time i saw no pain

flying without any turbulance

Let our people see the blue skies over the small window
if we have nowhere to go, the only where left is up
the silent creatures we turn into as the engines start
and we take flight

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If we only knew how terrible people we have become,
then we will find ourselves digging in the deepest oceans just to find the bones of the past
we have read the holy manifest and praised the jesus on his birth
but we don't find ourselves warm and saved
we buy our gifts for the people the don't deserve them
and for the people that do
i see the struggle in our current status and i can tell you
i have seen only better

i guess it's easy.....

i guess it's easy these days to spill your heart out on the computer.
it must feel good to everyone.
if it didn't, there wouldn't be people like us out there.
from where i'm sitting and from across the world.
i watched planet earth sink into the moon last night,
it was an amazing feeling.
almost as easy as snow melts
so do we.